Friday, June 6, 2008

Schools Out!

Today was the last day of school for me, and normally I am the first person out the door once those bells ring. But today I felt different about this school ending thing! I have become quite close to a lot of people there this year, and it sad to see them go. Since I am going to be on an epic journey with Caitie and my momma this summer!! So when I was driving with my dad back from Catura's house last night, I was stopped at a stop light, and soooo many memories rushed into my head, then I thought about school ending and how sad and weird that really is! I am the first one to admit school is not my favorite pass time, but it should be appreciated...sometimes. Haha. School is hard, and so many times I just don't feel like doing it, I feel like throwing in the towel and saying "I QUIT!" but that's WAY to easy to do! You know, think about it! Think about how much easier it is to quit doing anything that's hard and a lot of work, then keep press on and really reap the amazing benefits of pushing through! I have a lot of respect for people who never give up on what they really want to do! I really want to graduate high school, and I really want to change the world! But I will never be able to do anything if I just give up when things get hard! Which is what I do A LOT :S heh.

So back to school now. Today was so boring, lame, practically a waste of time. All we did is sit in a desk and watch the clock turn from 8:20 to 9:01 to 10:45 to 11:13 till 12:20!! But that's besides the point! first off I just want to write how much I am going to miss Connor who is leaving for a different school (I can't blame him) and Broc who is moving to upstate New York (really can't blame him!!). Tonight at graduation will be the last time I see them for a long long time! And that really bums me out! They are two of the funniest kids I know, and if you two are reading this, I will love you both foreverrr! :D Then there is John!! JPG!!! My brother from another mother practically! We became so close this year, we told each other everything, and had a lot of ups and downs but through it all we've been there for each other through the thick and thin!! But since he is a Senior he is going to be leaving back for Korea (his hometown) and it's sad he is probably not coming back!!! AHHH!! Well maybe all my sob stories are meant for another blog, because I bet most of you have stopped readingby now...and probably won't leave me a comment, because hardly anyone does. But that's A.O.K!!
So right now it feels like next Monday I am going to have to wake up at 6:00, drink a couple cups of tea, then go to school. But in reality i'm all done for the summer!!! It's sooooo weird! I can't even explain it well. Write to me about how your last day of school was! Whether it was 20 years ago or just the other day let me know!!
Thanks for reading if you read this!! But I gotta run!!
Peaceout :D




6 comments:

chad said...

i quit...not i quite. unless you did that on purpose in which case it's hilarious!

Stephanie said...

haha. noo i just can't spell.
wow i feel dumb now :/

thanks for reading! :D

Kevin said...

You might feel that way now but I bet you will not be all that excited when it comes time for school start up again! I will miss you when you are gone this summer!

Stephanie said...

haha i know!!
heyy it s a good thought though :D

Anonymous said...

omg omg tyler left a commemt!! you should feel blessed cuz i think i have commented on 3 blogs my whole life... but lookie i comeneted on yours... lol but i saw u say the whole thing about noone will leave u a comment so me being me i had to prove u wrong!! haha miss u girl! we need to chill

Stephanie said...

haha. thanks buddy! yehh we better chill! :D