Imagination

My life seems to have been in the fast lane lately, and it doesn't look like its going to slow down anytime soon. So many things have been on my mind, swirling up there like a hurricane. I don't know what I want to say in this blog except, life is so short. And the reason why I say that is because IT IS! Hah. We only have one chance to live today, and still we go on afraid to step out. I just read a blog about imagination, and it made me think, why do I let people bring me down about my imagination. I'm sorry if you don't like how colorful I think, but my imagination is always going. I see, smell, hear, and taste things that others don't because I allow myself to. I live today as today, and leave yesterday behind. There is no reason why I can't dance in the rain, ride on a unicorn, sing songs that I hear inside. I dunno, but I don't care if you look at me like I'm a freak, as I skip down the street in my superman costume. It just seems no one can appreciate the small things in life anymore, as I was walking to Starbucks today I was thinking about the grass growing, strange yes, but its amazing that it is always growing! And most people wouldn't think about things like the grass they are thinking about hair, makeup, muscles, or whatever. I just like to appreciate the mountains, the trees, grass, flowers, animals, and whatever else is in this world that God made for me. I hope to one day meet someone who feels the same way, who looks at life from outside the box. But as I grow older I fear I may not meet anyone like me, who is my age. I can't say I'm not looking for someone to be my huz one day, but I can say I'm not frantic though some days it seems I will never meet my prince charming. I am still young...praise God! So I'm not too worried Haha. (That is for another blog).

I can't stand how everyone is superficial these days. Can't anyone care more about someone or something more then themselves for five seconds! And not take one look at a person and decide they're not good enough because of the way they talk, walk, what they wear, or how they think. Everyone is so different, and unique though sometimes we don't show our individuality on the surface, because we think that if we are different that people won't like us. We have taught ourselves subconsciously not to like anything different then what we think is "normal". Do you ever wonder why? Do you ever wonder what is "normal"? Who decides whats right and wrong, good or bad? God does, and God doesn't judge...so why do we? I just wish that I wouldn't have to catch myself judging people, I wish it would come naturally to except people the way they are. So as I said at the beginning life is short, and there is no time, or need to waste it on superficial things that we are always so worried about. I marching to the beat of my heart, and no one can take that away! p.s. Thank you Jimmy from Brighten for being such an amazing guy!